Saturday, May 27, 2006
i shall blog. since kelly tan li li isn't online yet. but she said come online at 10 plus and now it's only 9 plus.
on friday. we held a surprise farewell party for ms wang. and we got her this huge teddy bear. it's so cuddly. ohh. there's also this name tag that says 3e6'06 loves ms wang. something like that. so cute. heh. oh yes. and they bought the same cake that ruo yu had for her birthday and for thursday's farewell for ms ee.
yesterday was so fun. heh. i had lunch at raffles hotel again. then met li qin at 4.40pm. haha. i was obviously late. then we walked around bugis. she got her orange and green shoes. haha. i think she's overly obsessed with it now lar. and we were in such a shopping mood yesterday, but too bad. we didn't have enough money. hah. so we left for kelly's house at 5.40pm. i think. reached there before she finished her piano. then lazed around. and kelly refused to change her top. grr. so after that left for vch for concert. then met shermaine. then shermaine and li qin keep falling asleep during the concert. haha. after concert went to cafe cartel for ice cream. oh yes. we met ms lau. gosh. haha
and know what. kelly asked me if i wanna perform at night for some stuff on monday. and she asked like on friday? and yesterday she confirmed with me that i can perform. so now i am performing with no piece ready. it'll be a miracle if i can get those pieces right. oh wait. i haven't even choosen my pieces yet. wahh. helpp. heh. but it's going to be fun. there'll be chocolate fondue. lalala. maybe i should go and practice more now.
alright.
au revoir!
'treasure the people around you now.' i'm glad i do now. all i need is them to pull me through this period of time. (:
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:27 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
i hate goodbyes.
i'm going to miss ms ee. oh noo. then i can't misbehave in mep class anymore. and mep will never be fun anymore. this is so saddening.
is it that hard saying goodbyes? yes it is. SIGH.
oh yes! i've decided to take composing for higher music! this is so exciting. i'm going to abandon performing. yayy. and everyone still believes that i can compose. I CAN'T. hah. but we're going to have one whole year to compose. and i'm so going to do well for mep. so that i can say byebye to combined humanities.
know what. i'm turning into a counsellor. sigh. this is so depressing. and this doesn't make sense. me as a counsellor? who cares anyway. hah. i think i'm getting depressed too.
i feel like poning school tomorrow. but i shall bear with it. two more days. and apparently i don't know the time slot for meet the parents. ahhh. oh yes. i still have lots of books to bring back.
i think i just rambled too much.
au revoir!
bring back all the happy memories
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:25 AM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
AHHHHHH.
now i've got to persuade my mom to let me rebond my hair AGAIN. just like last year. i'm like willing to paid for it and she still don't allow. what's her problem lar. and she still can say my hair is very straight. WOW. her eyes can actually instantly straighten my hair.
and just yesterday i was so excited about getting my hair rebonded. nevermind. i shall secretly go and get it done. oh yay.
au revoir!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:48 AM
i'm currently craving for mcdonalds.
oh no. what's wrong with me. hah. i think i simply starved myself too much.
maybe i should get mcdonalds delivery.
AU REVOIR!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
4:18 AM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
i'm doing everything wrongly AGAIN. it's not supposed to turn out like that. AHHHHH.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
12:39 AM
Friday, May 19, 2006
i'm having mixed feelings again. help. this must be retribution. for saying mean things again. but i deserved it. i promised to change. but i didn't. when did i become such a person? i'm such an idiot.
today social studies presentation was crap. i bet i pulled down everyone else marks. i was simply so horrible.
then went for lunch with that yixiu. laughed until my face turned er pink. according to her. and i laughed until my head was spinning. sigh.
i feel as though my world is crumbling down again. i can't seemed to do anything right. maybe the world will be a better place without me.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i'm having very bad mood swings. i'm ignoring a lot of people. i'm such an evil and mean person. i shall go and punish myself. i'm so angry with myself. i shall go and slap myself. no. that's too mild. i shall go and er...i'll think of something.
au revoir.
someone save me. I WANT TO BE HAPPY.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
7:31 AM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
THANK GOD that i've got an A1 for MEP. like finally. another A1.
okay. i'm not trying to boost my marks. but i was super depressed and emotional before getting back the paper. i WAS scared. oh yes. i can't perform for nuts. i think i shall go for composing. and i was arguing with my mom that you need the talent to play the piano well. THAT IS TRUE KAY. i just lack the talent. oh well. that's sad.
today was funny though. hmm. the secret conversation between yixiu and me. HAH. sorry dear. haha. i'm not trying to make you feel bad. but people agrees too you know. they all so not siding me. hah.
oh yes. i was crying in school today. haha. the first time was for fun. and that was laughing and crying. the second time was in mep room. i was trying to scare that yixiu cause she say something mean! in the end, i couldn't stop. i felt like really crying everything out. everything single tear that i have accumulated for a long long time. but i couldn't really cry. cause once i started tearing, everyone crowded around me and asked what happened. so yeah.
alright. i shall go and complete my physics homework. i'm a good girl. and i'm supposed to set a good example for yixiu. cause i'm older than her by less than a month? that's crap. and know what. I FORGOT TO HAND IN THE MEET THE PARENTS FORM. DIE. i'm dead.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANA!
au revoir!
i know my dream is coming true. thank god. (:
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
7:22 AM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
i'm back to revive my blog.
yesterday's string and dance concert was nice i guess. though i was kind of falling asleep. and i felt rich yesterday. i took a total of 3 taxi rides. how marvellous.
I DON'T WANT TO GET BACK MY MEP PAPER. PERIOD.
that's apparently my only hope left for doing well in at least a subject for term 2. apart from chinese i mean. hah. i think i'm a weird freak who do well in chinese.
i'm getting more and more emotional. i can simply just tear in school. but in the joking sense. oh well. at least i can play a crying role for english project. and know what. i miss everything in the past 14 years. it's nice thinking of the old days. and i'm glad it's good memories. i could actually laugh and cry at the same time while thinking of those times.
i need to get more sleep to get rid of the eyebags i got from yesterday's lack of sleep. but isn't a little too early now?
au revoir!
let me get through that stupid damn line. and make my dream come true.will everything be the same in the future? i wonder.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:39 AM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
i'm going to bonkers. my poor ears are suffering. haha.
i think i should really go and get cds for all the non-western music. then i wouldn't have to search for them on the net. HAHA.
but i think i'm falling in love with african music. HAHAHA.
and i don't know what to do for social studies project. and apparently i'm the last person who has not completed her part. ahhhh.
ALRIGHT. i have to get back to my weird music you see.
au revoir.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
11:31 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
i'm having terrible mood swings. oh no. and everyone has to suffer. especially my dear kelly.
i need to study for mep. but i've just wasted to whole day when i have so many things to do. sigh. i shall just stay up the whole night. at least i've bought my coffee to last me through the whole night.
oh yes. SORRY YIXIU. you got to suffer too cause of my moodswings. sorry for ignoring you lar. i don't know what happened to me. sigh. just bear with me. heh.
and miss lynnette lee. you can't deny your affair with yixiu. oh no. i just typed it here. AHAHAHA. afterall, you're her mistress. haha. THE SUGAR PEANUTS.
alright.
au revoir!
I WISH FOR MIRACLES TO APPEAR
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
7:57 AM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
I WILL GET OVER THESE TIMES.CHEER UP VICKI!i'm gonna be alright. i'm gonna be alright. i'm fine. i'm fine. SIGH. i'm not.
au revoir.
before i forget,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERRIE!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY HONG KONG FRIEND!HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
8:17 AM